Blogging after a real long time.
The thing is that I am not a regular,but still find ways to miss it.Well,the news is that I was at my spiritual home, Kalimpong.
Thinking,as I usually do when I'm there.
I can never be closer to nature.And this proximity always fosters a latent kinship,which is born every time I am alone.
Alone from the general rut of humans.
In a way,I am a wannabe philanthropist.And in another way,I hate the humanity I belong to.
It is this apparent incongruity that I seek to alter.
I hate pleasing people.
I hate doing things I hate to do,yet I still have to.
When in Kolkata,I feel like running away from reality most of the times.Absurd?
That's how even I feel.
In fact,I have to do things to make others happy.
That's why I like being in Kalimpong.Because I don't have to face people everyday,don't have to trample over myself,don't have to act as if I am happy...
I want an exit.But don't have any.
The thing is that I am not a regular,but still find ways to miss it.Well,the news is that I was at my spiritual home, Kalimpong.
Thinking,as I usually do when I'm there.
I can never be closer to nature.And this proximity always fosters a latent kinship,which is born every time I am alone.
Alone from the general rut of humans.
In a way,I am a wannabe philanthropist.And in another way,I hate the humanity I belong to.
It is this apparent incongruity that I seek to alter.
I hate pleasing people.
I hate doing things I hate to do,yet I still have to.
When in Kolkata,I feel like running away from reality most of the times.Absurd?
That's how even I feel.
In fact,I have to do things to make others happy.
That's why I like being in Kalimpong.Because I don't have to face people everyday,don't have to trample over myself,don't have to act as if I am happy...
I want an exit.But don't have any.
1 comment:
u dont neccesarily have to please ppl all the time, boss!! its just your choice..no one forces u to..
iknow there r times u loveb to b by urself, so do we all.. but is that true for all the time?? think about it!!
U like being with ppl, may be u dont get the right kinda ppl 2 b with.
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